Bipolar Depression: How do I leave me?

I have bipolar disorder and PTSD. For months, I have had bipolar depression. I was flat emotionally. I didn’t have any interest in playing my guitar or writing songs. I couldn’t, I didn’t have any creativity or energy. Too much work. I want to go back to bed and stay under the covers. Maybe IContinue reading “Bipolar Depression: How do I leave me?”

Bipolar Hypersexuality (means SEX in over-drive)

Bipolar Hypersexuality (means SEX in over-drive) One of the lesser talked about symptoms of bipolar mania is hypersexuality. That is having a hyped up libido. You can imagine the fun and problems that this could cause. Think about it. Elevated mood (high), no inhibitions, high energy, extroverted party animal (all part of mania) then addContinue reading “Bipolar Hypersexuality (means SEX in over-drive)”

Living like a rock star is risky behavior

Living like a rock star is risky behavior I have bipolar 1 disorder and PTSD. Most know that bipolar is a mood disorder characterized by high elevated mania and low depression. Another lesser talked about symptom is that of “risky behavior” and it is where I have gotten myself into the most trouble. I becomeContinue reading “Living like a rock star is risky behavior”

Voodoo Chile @RoadKill Grill (mania and can’t stop talking)

I am obviously manic in this episode of General Sam Houston @RoadKill Grill. When I watched this video I had to ask myself. What the hell is this? There is no point other than a collection of racing thoughts and images all jumbled together. This is what my brain looks like when it is manicContinue reading “Voodoo Chile @RoadKill Grill (mania and can’t stop talking)”

Be the Farmer (mania)

Hi All, Here I am giving a speech about why farmers are the best people to be. In this video I am manic and am able to talk off the cuff about the importance of loving each other and having a mission in life. My political compass is Freedom and my moral compass is toContinue reading “Be the Farmer (mania)”

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