FBI Raids Cannabis Bar But I Kept Singing

Hi I’m BbqDad and I have bipolar and PTSD. Here is a video link below of me that was shot in Colorado Springs, CO by Channel 13 News. The story is about the FBI Raid on a cannabis bar. The owners were doing something shady and got caught. I happened to be on a roadContinue reading “FBI Raids Cannabis Bar But I Kept Singing”

Just another old moody musician that smokes weed

Hi Bbqdad here. I have bipolar disorder and PTSD. For 40 years I lived untreated and could not find any relief for my symptoms because I was stubborn and didn’t believe my diagnosis. All during this time, I had manic episodes come and go about every summer and depression in the winter. Seasonal trigger fromContinue reading “Just another old moody musician that smokes weed”

Every Little Thing (song)

This song is on the album #bipolar420 – Every Little Thing which was released Aug 4, 2019. I was severely manic (high) when I wrote this song about reconnecting with a girl, I missed while out on the road singing. I wasn’t really out on the road touring. I believed I was out on theContinue reading “Every Little Thing (song)”

How does music help bipolar?

I have bipolar disorder and PTSD. How does music help? It really depends on the mood and whether I am listening or writing music. When I am depressed I will listen to jazz or the blues. Oddly listening to the blues cheers me up. Maybe hearing about all of BB King’s woman problems makes mineContinue reading “How does music help bipolar?”

Should I stop taking my bipolar meds?

Every person that has been diagnosed with bipolar has had to wrestle with this question before: Should I stop taking my bipolar meds? I have been diagnosed with bipolar for over 20 years but it wasn’t until 3 years ago that I accepted the diagnosis and started taking meds. In that 3 years my moodsContinue reading “Should I stop taking my bipolar meds?”

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